Lowest low

I have been feeling so low lately. I'm blaming it to the fucked up hormone.. It affected my life so bad  that I got to the point where nothing seems right anymore and I feel irritated with myself. 

For example, I would overreact over small things and I could cry over spilt milk. I'm not the type who'd cry in an argument, but now I do. I'd argue, shooting mean words and acting like a total bitch, then cry. Like, what the fuck. 

Truth is, yeah I may not be as tough or as independent as before, but could you imagine being in this state where you are PMS-ing 24/7 and you can never guess what irrelevant event today that could make tears streaming down your face? Literally just like a tap. It's not normal. At least I don't think it's normal.. 

:( 

xo,

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